120 Days
It has been just about 4 months...
I miss him terribly, I need him...
I cannot accept that he isn't here, I cannot accept that I can't call him when I want, just to say I love you and hear his voice...
it is so HARD and I am so TIRED.
I am tired of crying, but the tears won't stop...the pain won't go away...the anger will not let-up.
I am trying...trying to let go.
I hope it comes soon...for all of us.
My poor kids and husband, they still hurt too.
It is so hard to explain to them. They see me hurting and I think it hurts them as much as it hurts me to see them hurting.
I never could have imagined or prepared myself for this big of a loss.
I still have faith, still believe...that it's gonna get better.
I guess we all need more TIME.
I miss him terribly, I need him...
I cannot accept that he isn't here, I cannot accept that I can't call him when I want, just to say I love you and hear his voice...
it is so HARD and I am so TIRED.
I am tired of crying, but the tears won't stop...the pain won't go away...the anger will not let-up.
I am trying...trying to let go.
I hope it comes soon...for all of us.
My poor kids and husband, they still hurt too.
It is so hard to explain to them. They see me hurting and I think it hurts them as much as it hurts me to see them hurting.
I never could have imagined or prepared myself for this big of a loss.
I still have faith, still believe...that it's gonna get better.
I guess we all need more TIME.
posted by Pat and Laura Potter at
12:10 PM
1 Comments:
I love that movie photo of your dad! I remember seeing the movie with you and Pat! You sorta squealed a little when you saw your dad's mountain in the film! :)
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